“I gave B.Ed papers. Even in the Boys College, I used to go there putting on a Burqa with cap. All of my class fellows and staff used to laugh at me. I was discouraged. I felt like not to wear it as all the people used to laugh and even my younger brother made fun. Then I made a firm decision that once I have started wearing it, I will never taken it off and will wear it for lifetime.”

Respected Hakeem Sahib, Assalamo Alaikum! Since childhood I was fond of Burqa with headgear. One of my class fellows brought a Burqa of her deceased mother and gave it to me saying that it was lying as spare at home and as you have a liking for it, you may keep it. When you will wear it, it will also bless my mother. Please do not enquire Hakim Sahib as to how much opposition I had to face. Teachers at the stitching centre and all the class fellows opposed that I should not wear the Burqa with cap. I had great liking for it. My elder brother also encouraged me and I did not care for anyone.  My mother, younger brother and elder sisters kept advising me. I did not stop. Now Masha Allah it is second or third year that I am wearing the Burqa with cap.

I gave B.Ed papers. Even in the Boys College, I used to go there putting on a Burqa with cap. All of my class fellows and staff used to laugh at me. I was discouraged. I felt like not to wear it as all the people used to laugh and even my younger brother made fun. Then I made a firm decision that once I have started wearing it, I will never taken it off and will wear it for lifetime.

Once in 2013 NTS test was held for which I had to go to Khanewal. The roll number slip was received. I could not buy the NTS book and could not prepare for the test. The day exam was scheduled, my younger brother told me not to wear the Burqa with cap. There are Military and police check posts in Khanewal. They will arrest you immediately and say that you are a terrorist. You have come here to carry out a bomb blast. If you have to go with me, take it off or I will not take you there. I told the elder brother who scolded him. Anyways, I prayed to Allah and both of us brother and sister embarked the bus. Then I continued vomiting in the bus throughout the journey so much that I forgot whatever I had memorized. Every student there had the NTS book which I did not have. I gave the test after praying to Allah. I suffered with vomiting and dizziness on the return passage as well and felt terribly sick. Throughout the journey I kept praying to Allah that O Almighty, I have endured all of the sufferings for the sake of your Holy Prophetﷺ  and your perseverance. Please bless me success. Do not let this journey go waste.

I was not aware of the pattern and the paper was also very difficult. Barring a few questions, all other were in English. I had no previous experience of NTS test. When the result arrived, with the blessing of Allah I passed with 56 marks. After a few days there was news that the NTS test was fake and fraud and now the actual NTS test will be held and it will be recognized. The previous result card went waste. I submitted the admission again and this time I also bought the NTS book with the grace of Almighty. I prepared well. On the day of the exam, I went ther with my elder sister and nephew. My elder sister was very stubborn and with her talks she overwhelmed me. My mother also joined her. My elder brother was not at home so I had to obey them. This time I did not wear the Burqa with cap. I vomited like before and also felt sick. I went there putting on a cloth shawl. I did this NTS test much better as compared to the previous one. When the result arrived, I failed miserably due which the money and journey was wasted. NTS did not benefit and in addition I also suffered hardship. Hazrat Hakim Sahib! I believe that it was the blessing of the Burqa with cap that I passed without the preparation from the book. Despite that I prepared well this time, I failed for not wearing the Burqa with cap although I did much better in this test than before.  This is my experience regarding Burqa with cap.

I had to apply for admission in second year of MA Islamiat. I came to know that admissions have already been submitted and the fee is now triple instead of single or double. When my younger brother went to the bank to submit the fee, he was told by the bank officer to bring triple the amount of fee now. Otherwise the form will not be accepted. The date passed. My younger brother told that instructions were displayed at the bank in English language. I was very disturbed as to what will happen now. Ultimately my elder brother told us to go to the bank and bring complete information, and then we will see that what could be done. Hence to be on safe side I took the form and fee money, and stopped at one or two places for attestation and Photostat. While getting Photostat I was sitting on the bench and was wearing the shuttle cock veil, I was worried as it was extreme hot weather and sweating, suddenly there came tears in eyes and I started talking to Allah in my heart that O Allah! I am wearing the veil for your will, please resolve by problem and give me its reward. Than we reached the bank, I asked my younger brother that I will go with form and fee, may be people regard me for being a woman. Hakeem Sahab, believe me that he took forms and fee and put the stamps on it and signed than he took the form to a senior official and they talked for some time. I become worried that what will happen now. Than he brought back the forms and gave me the receipt saying that take it daughter and did not say any thing else to me while the previous day, he asked my brother that the date was over and we cannot pay fee on our behalf. But it was the same man and he did not do any discussion this time. Hakeem Sahab! My heart says that it is the blessing of the veil.